i run soooo bad

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Ugh - *puke.

FTP was giving me super bad beats in tournaments.
AA gets cracked by KK, catch the 2 outer on the river, etc.

So I move to pokerstars hoping to change something.
*puke.

Yesterday:
AA vs KK I lost. So for the 10th time i say no more FTP.

Jump on stars, 3 hands after the AA crack, I catch KK, get all the chips in vs QQ, they catch a queen.

Today, AQs in stars 140, PF raiser, I call.
Flop an ace hits, PF donk bets, other guy calls, I call hoping to trap PF raising donk. Turn is a harmless 4, PF donk bets, other guy raises, I put him on AJ'ish, I re-raise, he stuffs it, I call. He hit a set.

In my other table I lose to a set on the river.

*puke!

It's been like this for like 6 months.
Sure my 4:1 hands hold about that, but I always lose the 4:1's with my donkament life on the line.