life is a beat, but it's okay

[relaxwithtrudy]

beat: went busto in december and haven't played poker since.

brag: just quit my job because i landed a better one.

beat: i somehow failed the background check for my new job. wtf.

beat: this girl that i'm into doesn't want to see me but instead says we should get married if we're single at 30. read: you're ugly, but when i'm 30 and gross, i might reconsider. but not now, ugly.

beat: its saturday night and i'm reading bukowski and drinking apple juice all night.

beat: no one is going to care because of my low post count.

bigger beat: caring if 2p2 cares.

brag: it all seems like a movie and i feel fine.