[Andykay]

It's so ridiculously sick how badly I have been running the last few months. Last night I lost 5 buyins headsup to a guy who caught a three outer shoving the flop with air, then set over set me and caught cards non stop.

Then tonight I lose $800 and am down over $1200 in equity. I cannot win a single [censored] pot and haven't been able to for months. Every flip I lose, every idiot shoving a flush draw hits. Yea, variance, blah blah whatever, nobody cares.

But I care, and it's [censored] with me horribly. I didn't tilt at all tonight. I felt like I made one possible mistake in the 1800 hands I played, yet here I am twiddling my [censored] thumbs losing every all in regardless of how much of a favourite I am.

The tables are full of retards and i'm not even able to take advantage of them.

[censored].

-Andy