Re: My massive psychology post. My life seems to be at a fork.
I think it important that you get your head on straight. Whether that means finding professional help ( there shouldnt be anything shameful about this) or having enough will power to cut the things out of your life that you know you should. It seems like you recognize the problems, and it seems like you are at a tipping point. You can let things continue like this and most likely manifest into something worse or you can take the problems youve identified and channel that into something positive.
I hear some of what you are talking about. I am starting my 5th year at school and it seems like everyone I know has graduated and moved on. I just got back from Spain and my gf and I broke up the very first month there. I spent too much time drinking in my room especially since this was supposed to be the experience of my life. eventually I stopped this and really got to know my host family. I had kind of taken them for granted the first couple months and it was great and they turned me around 110% RJ I think if you look you can definitely find some positive things that you have taken for granted as well. I hope this makes sense as I am just typing off of the top of my head but I hope you get everything straightened out. I am glad you made this post. There are a lot of people who would not have thought to seek out the help, and I think there are a lot of people here who would be willing to talk if you needed it.
John
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