[futuredoc85]

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even if we do get "there" what are we going to have that is going to give us an edge over the ppl that were "there" long before us. and what do they have that we don't etc etc etc etc. it goes on and on

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god damn dude. honestly your attitude is what's holding you back, and as long as you keep it you'll never get anywhere. Stop the [censored] pity party. You dont have it any worse than anyone else out there. Everyone has struggled w/ confidence during a bad run. You're on a good run right now and still posting your graph as a complaint, wtf?!!?

Stop looking at how good/bad you're running. Stop expecting other people to be able to teach you how to play w/o you doing any work. Stop playing high. Stop playing too many tables. Stop caring when you get coolered or sucked out on. Stop trying to make super-hero folds and stop trying to put stupid small stakes opponents on complicated thought processes.

The truth is that despite all the talk in SSNL about how people just decide not to move up blah blah blah is that there arent any really good players at SSNL. So stop pretending you're playing against amazing players and just learn to hand-read and valuebet. If you can learn to beat SSNL for 6-8ptbbs you can prob move up to MSNL, if not you're prob not ever going to make more than $50-$80/hr. Poor baby.