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They moved the CL match, which was supposed to be today, to next Monday. That forced them to also move the Osasuna match, haven't heard about that. AC Milan said that they would support whatever decision UEFA made. I guess that would have to come down tomorrow but I would assume that it's still going to be on making it the first match after.

I've been pretty upset all day. The graduate secretary in my department, to whom I was very close, died a little over a year ago. This doesn't really compare with that, but just totally sucks. I have started crying a few times today and held back a couple others. I'm sure I would be in worse shape if I was in Sevilla where everyone is really upset about it as well and so it gets magnified. I can only imagine what it would be like for the other players and people that work for the club.

After I found out about it I've spent a lot of time reading the Sevilla message board and listening to the radio station online. The words and actions of Betis fans has been unbelievable. They had a gathering at the stadium and there were many Betis fans there, also crying a lot. On the message board there have been various messages from their fans wishing us well.

People on both sides are calling for an end to the rivalry as it is now. It's hard to describe really, because in the city basically every group of friends has some that are Sevillista and some Beticos but the level animosity and general disrespect that the two teams have for one another is unbelievable. This peaked during the last Copa del Rey when Juande Ramos got knocked unconscious by bottle thrown by a Betis fan. Even at the top the two presidents trade shots for weeks leading up to the match. The Sevilla president was told not to go to that copa del rey match for safety reasons, but he's a stubborn ass so he went anyway. He actually got hit in the face with a lighter, and his presence probably made the situation worse. 20 years ago it would have been pretty normal for them to play the derbies with mixed fans but it's gotten to the point where there usually no fans of the opposing team or they block off and entire section with tons of security people for 50 or fewer ultras.

The Betis president is Manuel Ruiz de Lopera. He has never been to a Sevilla - Betis match played in Ramon Sanchez Pizjuan and his safety is a big reason for that. He must be the most hated man in the city as there are some beticos that also don't like him and every Sevillista hates him. Well, I should probably use past tense. On Sevilla FC radio today they were primarily reading emails and telling stories about Puerta. They would have the occasional past player or whatever call in. Lopera called and said he wanted to talk on the air. That alone is amazing. I was actually listening at the time and was pretty damn surprised and twice thought I had misunderstood what they were saying. He said a lot of standard stuff, giving condolences to family members and Sevilla fans and whatnot. He also said the fairly standard and yet shocking "We're all Sevillista today." Tomorrow he's going with the entire Betis team and staff to the wake at Ramon Sanchez-Pizjuan stadium (I think that's what it's called, his body is in a casket and people can go and pay their respects). Also since this is the centenary year for Betis the city council building in Sevilla is flying the Betis flag all year. They did the same thing for Sevilla couple years ago. They are flying this at half staff with a black ribbon tied around it. Finally, he said he will be at the next derbi which doesn't fall until January.

The response to this on the message board I read was great. People actually wrote "Grande Lopera!" and other similar things. This is probably going to sound lame and like the standard BS that people say when this type of stuff happens but I think this will be a great thing that comes out of this. Obviously it sucks in general and also sucks that it takes some tragedy to get this kind of mutual respect, but it's a nice effect even if a very sad cause.

This got long and rambly, but it really has been an intense day.