Re: Massive self destructive tendencies. Need advice
Totally agree with the whole need to be in control issue.
I basically had 4 parents growing up with my grandparents living with us. I also was very spoiled and never really had many responsibilities as a kid.
I have also destroyed more than a dozen golf clubs.
I still feel somewhat confident that one day I will be able to detach my emotions from the game and be in control. Perhaps this is because I have done relatively well in the past and I believe I can easily get back to that state. For whatever reason the eruptions have really flared up this past couple months.
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