[oddjob]

i'm currently enthralled with a friend of mine, and it's been going on for some time. it's weird cause she's totally not the type of girl i usually fall for. she's got a bit of hippy in her (if you know me, this is very strange) and has some bad fairie tattoos (again, not my thing)

i'm pretty sure i blew a few chances with her in the past, but i'm so clueless when it comes to that stuff, i could be wrong.

now she's dating some dude that i couldn't tell if it was a girl or not the first time i saw him. i mean, he could definitly pass for some kind of bike messenger lesbian. course i'm a [censored] troll, so i wouldn't be a step up.

i just wish i could stop thinking about her.