i think you need a new nickname or you'll never be able to win.
Stuart "The Donator" Paterson plays online at Full Tilt Poker.
* Nicknamed "The Donator"
* 1 WPT final table
* Prolific online poker player
http://www.fulltiltpoker.com/stuartPaterson.php
ok, but seriously though i think you need COMPLETELY familiarize yourself with the math of the game. this is how i learned to play, and probably most others either.
when you lose a hand, run an odds simulator and check to see if it was: a) a crazy bad beat b) coinflip c) freeroll
chances are, if you see the same people winning time and again... they themselves are pretty experienced and familiar with the math of the game. it's possible to run bad and find marginal spots for very long periods, but getting it in with the best of it will never fail in the long run.