Re: My massive psychology post. My life seems to be at a fork.
It seems like you make bad decisions with your life.
The first priority is to get off the dope. If it means you go on little sleep for a couple of nights, so be it. I would not replace the dope with any sleeping agents. It's a tough deal, it will not be easy, so I'd make sure you destroy any tools of your trade.
This next thing I'll say will not make you happy. But, the truth is, if you can't be happy with yourself, you will not be able to make this woman happy. Uprroting and moving for a woman is a bad idea. Fix yourself first.
So,
1) get clean
2) work on yourself - get fit, lose weight, gain mental strength. The women will come
For what it's worth,
good luck.
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