[Repsychler]

So basically you decided Halloween was the night to explore your interest in taking a hit off the meat bong, and then when your chance finally arrives, you puss out.
Let's put it another way: If a chick was all over you that night, then offered up a taste of her cooze, and when you accepted the offer, she maced you, that would have been ok for her to do, right?
Just go ahead and get out of the closet and realize that not only are you as gay as Christmas, you're also a giant douche.