Re: Beat: lost my rent money
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[x]paid for hooker with rent money
[x]obv
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Ahahahaha, actually, no, but I did see her yesterday morning when my housemates were at work and gave her £300 for two agreeable hours. ZOMG A GIRL IN MY BEDROOM WITH NO CLOTHES ON!!!!!!!!!!!
But I had £860 come into my account today, so my rent money was seperate and I could afford it.
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ya it was only 25% of your net worth, you could definitely afford it.
and when you win, it is not because you magically played well, it is cause you ran well. you are an idiot and have no semblance of understanding of variance. you play way too high, like 100x to high for your net worth.
it amazes how much human intelligence varies.
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luckyjimm is clearly not an idiot. he is just deluded. there's a large difference.
jimm stop living like a dostoyevsky character - humiliation is nice every once in a while, but being perpetually down-on-your-luck on purpose by playing a game you can't win - it's
no good.
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Yes, well put. A psychologist would say that the core of my problems come from actively *looking* for shame and humiliation, whether underachieving and being talked down to at work, embarrassing myself in front of girls I care about by getting drunk or not knowing how to seduce them, or losing all my money so I know I will have to demean myself in front of friends and jeopardise our relationships. This affects every aspect of my life, really.
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