Re: My life is over.
Your life is only over at 52 if you decide to give up.
So, what's it going to be? Lay down and wait to die - or solve these issues step by step and get back on track to living your dreams?
It's not unusual to make bad decisions when it comes to love and companionship. Don't beat yourself up. But, it is time to grow up.
You showed her the good life and she latched on. More than likely she's a pest because she's bored, and you resent her because of the pressure you're under now to support both of you.
If you're not interested in playing poker, you need to sit down with her and explain you both need to get jobs. You may find out that it's not you that she loves, but you're better off knowing, even if it means the end of the relationship.
It would be a shame to give up on life at 52. Every positive step you take will be another step out of depression. Start today. You have a lot of life to look forward to.
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