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or think about it this way... if your mind is focused on being scared, aren't you paying attention to the same thing a girl is when she is talking to her girlfriends like omg is my hair okay i'm about to meet johnny for our date at date at dave and busters? meh that's was pretty bad, hopefully you get the point.

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My thoughts exactly [img]/images/graemlins/confused.gif[/img]

Anyway back to OP, I think since poker isn't your main job any more you should chill, maybe drop down a stake or two. As long as you always play within your bankroll you'll be alright, and dedicate a certain amount of $ to poker and keep it separate from money you use to pay your bills etc.