I just wanted to add that I think my confusion comes from the pace at which I'm learning. I'm processing so much new information that I'm having trouble organizing it into a coherent set of ideas. I'm putting in this new bit and this new bit but I'm being overwhelmed by the volume and it's tough because I'm processing all these bits in a vacuum.
You ever see the movie "Blow"? There's a part where they have the apartment after George gets out of the joint the first time and they start selling coke. Soon, they're making so much money they have nothing but cardboard boxes full of cash all over the apartment. One day, George, after weighing yet another box to verify that it has $500,000 in it, is walking all over the place trying to figure out where to put the box and he can't find space for it. Then he turns to the Columbian guy he's running with and says "We're going to need a bigger boat." That's how I feel right now.
