Welcome to the forums. Although you write quite well so I'm not sure if this is a fake message.
I would recommend you to learn some probability, or at least do your hardest to understand what is a bankroll, and how big does it needs to be so you don't risk losing your money.
If you have any doubts feel free to private message me.
But you can ask any doubts, even the more basics at the beginners forum, and people is usually very nice answering ...
beginners forum's link
best regards,
dardo