[forestwithin]

I sincerely doubt that anyone has ever doen this before. Playing higher stakes than normal is a big risk and I would only do it if I was on all kinds of good drugs that told me it was a fun thing to do, which of course it would be in that state of mind.

However, once I sobered myself up and stopped listening to that giant jealous marshmallow, I would be quite upset unless I convinced myself that life is one big ride, which it is.

So maybe someone has done this. You'll be ok, just grind it out.