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Diary Room

Mets, with is vote
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im actually talking honestly with luckay
told him that part of me would rather have nich live cause it increases my chances.

then we had this interesting convo
[00:21] Metsandfinsfan: well i think if you won hoh you would prob offer me some sort of deal
[00:22] luckayluck: well
[00:22] luckayluck: we might as well sort out deals now rather than in heated times
[00:22] luckayluck: so
[00:22] luckayluck: what kind of deal would I offer you
[00:23] Metsandfinsfan: no idea
[00:23] Metsandfinsfan: im thinking you think your chances of winning are low right now
[00:23] Metsandfinsfan: so if you win hoh
[00:23] Metsandfinsfan: i think you will try to make some deals
[00:23] Metsandfinsfan: to improve your chances
[00:23] Metsandfinsfan: its hard for me to say
[00:24] Metsandfinsfan: not sure how close you are with herbie alex val and clown
[00:24] Metsandfinsfan: esp after the way you have been blindsided several times
[00:24] Metsandfinsfan: so i gotta think you feel they will turn on you at some pt
[00:25] Metsandfinsfan: so if you won hoh i think you would try to reevaluate
[00:25] Metsandfinsfan: until then, i guess you wanna be a good soldier
[00:25] Metsandfinsfan: which i guess i can understand
[00:26] luckayluck: wow
[00:26] luckayluck: you could be like
[00:26] luckayluck: a fortune reader
[00:26] luckayluck: palm reader
[00:26] luckayluck: something
[00:26] Metsandfinsfan: yeah im good

luckay basically went on to say that he would consider voting out elroy if i made it worth his while. i was vague on that too, telling him its not a huge diff to me which goes home, but nich staying alive is better for my survival. i told him im not sure i could actually vote out elroy over nich anyway, but if he and clown were willing to vote out elroy, then i would have to consider it and talk to sig about it as well. thats basically how i put it.

damn i really am too honest sometimes. but i think it works to my advantage this game for the most part.

do i really want to try to get luckay and clown and sig to vote out elroy over nich? Is is that important?

esp the way elroy is ma boy. i him.
he hasnt spoken to me tho since the nominations -- and ive imed him several times

but the bottom line is this. If nich is alive, then my chances of dying are less than if nich is dead. So at this point in the game, i think nich living is best for me. so im not gonna kill myself trying, but i am at least exploring the possibility. even if it means making some sort of short term pact with luckay. not sure what it would be tho

i was honest with nich and told him i think he is going home regardless of my vote but i hadnt decided. this was right before he made all those posts in the thread.
havent spoken to him since

im more scared of herbie right now than luckay even tho i think herbie keeps me alive for a while. Will i team up with luckay? i dunno. tomorrow will be an interesting day

herbie and i pm each other constantly, and we are the two most entertaining people in this game in my humble opinion. but if he has deals with clown and val (well val claims he would break his deal with herbie if he won hoh and we could get him lynched -- interesting) then he is dangerous. his deal with clown is that clown votes for him to win if clown is on the jury and herbie is on the final 2. holy crap. i think his deal with val is not that big .. i dont remember but i think i have the im from val about it

All i know is that me or sig or nich or elroy better win the next HOH. Losing these challenges sucks balls

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