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You sound like you have some serious self-respect or self-worth problems. Even though it feels like you want this chick - if you could view things more objectively, you'd realize that you don't want anything to do with her. Even staying friends will just bring more pain. End it for good.

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I try to think objectively and that is when I feel that I'm better off. I think that is why I've been able to deal with it over the weekend. I also worked 28 hours straight and didn't have time to think about it. Now I have more free time that I'm back at school and it's just running through my mind constantly. Then I start thinking I want to get back together with her because it would take the hurt away.

I know just in the past 2 hours I've gone from caring to not caring about 10 times, knowing I'm probably better off, but wishing we were still together.