[BarryLyndon]

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come on back to the HU forum barry

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I'm going to spend more time there. SSMTT is really slacking these days.

Upon rereading this, I hope this didn't come off as BS. I'm ahead this week and I should be happy, right? But, I'm not. I want to get into this a little more:

Basically, every decision I make now, I'm very hard on myself. If I feel I didn't get the most value out of a hand or if I made a bad play, it irks me. I stay in the game and play fine (for the most part), but when I don't pwn, I feel like I'm wasting time.

I wonder how long of a break I should take? I've been on a good rate for the past few weeks, so I really don't want to stop my routine 10 - 15 hrs per week. At the same time, poker is starting to take an on entirely new meaning for me. It's starting to become all about profit and decisions to make it than anything else. When I'm pwning, it's fun and feels good. When I'm not, it feels blah.

But I still love the game - I love making decisions.

So, what do you think? What kind of break should I be looking at here.

Barry