[manupod]

also, for what it's worth, i'm jealous of those who have never been in a real heart breaking relationship.

senior year of HS, fresh year of college was with one girl. when we broke up i had the most miserable year of my life and didn't date until this current xgirlfriend asked me out. and we dated for 3 years.

in between there were plenty of people i didn't care about. but i never stopped caring about those two and there was nothing i could do about it. i hate how i hard i fall.