[anatta]

I sent him a message, and part of my motivation was maybe it might encourage him a little when he hears you got a million cards and emails...

But I'll be honest, some of it is out of, i wouldn't call it "guilt", but i dunno he paid a huge price and I enjoyed the distraction of the games so much. I know its his job and he's paid and he knows the risk. Its just the contrast of the fun and trivial merging with real life and death in my mind that causes me to take more notice.