small background info: was winning player at 200nl, 12 ptbb/100 over first 10k, equalized into 6 ptbb/100 over next 10k after that. i don't know what made me snap, but wooooo this is the worst day of my life and i'm happy to share it with BBV!
At the start of the session, I cashed out 4k and left myself with a very sizable br for 200nl, I now must return to 100nl (since I refuse to deposit). This graph was mostly 1/2, tilt kicked in at around hand 500. Later I found a supposedly juicy 3/6 table and I was like sweet, let's chase some losses baby. turns out playing like an idiot doesnt exactly make you a favorite over the other idiots at the table.
at some point or another the all in button just became so alluring. god damn cash out curse/bad play/lovely tilt/RIGGED INTENRET POERK
Meh there's a lot of hands where i lose money (LOL REALLY?) but I think the stinger was this one:
Full Tilt Poker - No Limit Hold'em Cash Game - $3/$6 Blinds - 6 Players - (
LegoPoker Hand History Converter)
SB: $1,857.40
BB: $228.00
UTG: $743.90
MP: $533.10
CO: $597.00
Hero (BTN): $659.00
Preflop: Hero is dealt A[img]/images/graemlins/diamond.gif[/img] A[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] (6 Players)
UTG folds, <font color="red">MP raises to $12.00</font>,
CO folds, <font color="red">Hero raises to $45.00</font>,
2 folds, MP calls $33.00
Flop: ($99) A[img]/images/graemlins/club.gif[/img] 5[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] 9[img]/images/graemlins/diamond.gif[/img] (2 Players)
MP checks, <font color="red">Hero bets $80.00</font>, MP calls $80.00
Turn: ($259) K[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] (2 Players)
MP checks, <font color="red">Hero bets $150.00</font>, MP calls $150.00
River: ($559) 8[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] (2 Players)
<font color="red">MP bets all-in for $258.10</font>, Hero calls $258.10
Pot Size: $1,075.20 ($3 Rake)
MP had T[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] A[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img] (a flush, Ace high) and WON (+$539.10)
Hero had A[img]/images/graemlins/diamond.gif[/img] A[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img] (three of a kind, Aces) and LOST (-$533.10)
i put him on AK damnit