[Kmon]

Been playing a while now, last year or so been playing on ftp only in the $10-100max usually 6max. I've read hoh1, half of nltap and top, and green and blue book, along with a couple others. Played in my lifetime somewhere around 50k hands to 100k.

I've been basically a break even player this whole time, turning $10 into 1k on prima then losing it, then the last thing ive done was put 200 into ftp and lost that after 6 months of having br up to 600 a couple times and down to 20 a couple times.

I have PT and pahud, and also reviewing hands with pro friends and have learned a lot. I almost tried to go busto this time with only 20 in my account playing 10+1 turbo hu nl, turned that into 100, then played one table of 50max lost set of 10's to a set of Jacks. anwyays I have a job interview in a couple days and wanted to concentrate on that as when I have money in my account it's hard not to play a 6.50sng turbo 1 table or a couple tables of cash.

I have 100 bucks in rakeback coming in a couple of weeks and wanted to use this time to plug a leak or two and hopefully get out of this break even status.

I'm going to finish nltap and top, probably post a couple of hands from pt and see how badly I played them. I think about poker a lot, if it's a great play I made or a donktastic play it's usually on my mind a lot and I do love the game and the competition around it. Or do I just quit and waste the 6 years of playing and the countless hours studying the game and reading here?

Sorry for the long post just wanted to get some guidance to help me find my direction.

Still have to kill this interview and see what happens next.