Re: A unique \"fear\" of playing
I get the same way when I am winning. Typically it helps me play better. But if I am on a hot streak I get scared of the cards breaking the other way.
Usually once I start playing, things get very natural and I have fun.
Fear use to really bother me, but then I changed my perspective of it. Now I view it as a sign of readiness.
When I was in college, I use to get nervous before a big test. However, if I knew I wasn't ready for a test I was totally calm because I already knew the outcome.
Usually when I don't feel that nervousness it is because I am tired, depressed, or tilty and shouldn't be playing.
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