[trouble]

I am mainly a cash game player but play the big mtt on ft on sundays i always seem to go quite deep then always get sucked out on every time i get it in with the best hand for example tonight i had kk all in pre flop against 55 and busted happens all the time id say 90% of the time i have the best hand all in pre flop i end up busting i know varience is a huge factor in mtt but im begining to think im cursed does any else have this problem or any advice would be helpfull