[El_Hombre_Grande]

Yes, Unfortunately, in my estimation, you are a stark raving lunatic. And I'm not a brain doctor either, but I did stay at a Holiday Inn Express about a yeah ago.

Kidding obviously. Everyone has minor league thoughts that are less than perfectly rational. The real question is whether it interferes with your life. If yes, then see therapist, if no, laugh it off as "charming eccentricity" and don't let it control your actions or emotions.