[Scofield]

i think i have a weak mind (or perhaps a strong one) but just talking about doing this stuff now is kind of freaky (like i freak myself out about it). I'm 23, i smoked a lot when I was younger, did shrooms a few times, but that's about it. maybe i'm just a pussy but i don't really have any desire to have silly visions, strange (albeit great) feelings or to just 'speed' around on coke anymore. and it sort of freaks me out when i hear about other people doing it because it makes me think what's wrong with me that i'm not interested AND/OR what's wrong with them that allows them to do this to themselves and those they love?