[RichC.]

ummmm, this is like WAY TOO familiar to me too dude. I mean way too familiar so I know exactly what you mean and are going through. i've never been afraid to take a shot and have done pretty decent but never a big score (see my 2nd post in Bond18s thread on running bad for what i mean). I'll say it here too though, in the last 3 months i have gone deep ITM in a 30r(Stars and UB), 10r(several times), 75 (FTP), 5r(same as 10r), 20r, 50r. i took those shots and i dont regret them one bit.

didnt mean to hijack too much, just letting you know that you arent the only one.

~Rich

edit: also, never had a backer(s) but i am accepting applications for backers [img]/images/graemlins/grin.gif[/img]

I might consider a penis on the back for the right deal, doubtful though.