[TStoneMBD]

Years have come and passed and left is empty. I drift along inside this hard, course shell, all while wandering in insecurity just hoping to connect with something real. I fear others may see weakness in my vulnerability and laugh at who I really am so I pretend to be something I'm not. You're the only one who really understands me. You're the only one I can really confide in. Sometimes I think it would be easier to pretend. Pretend that the emptiness really isn't there. That drifting through life could be satisfying. That I could fill this void with more emptiness. So that's what I do. Pretend. But I want more in life; fullness, purpose, love. With you, I am finally starting to see what is truly important to me. With you, I no longer need to pretend.



could have made it more poetic but i decided i wasnt gonna spend more than 5 minutes on this. gl if you use it.