[breaktwister]

Thanks Ian - the thought of going looking for a job is depressing but not as depressing as constantly losing massive pots on pathetic river beats.

I will miss my kids the most if I get a proper job. At the minute Im able to take/collect them from school (my partner doesnt drive) and generally be around the house to help with everyday things. Poker will have to go if I get a job and I think Ill need counselling/GA or something else to let it go. After playing full-time it is hard to see life without poker.

Im taking what is left of my roll out of FullTilt and will try somewhere else - maybe Stars. I had $10K roll (plus £3K for 6 months living in backup) when I started full-time in Jan grinding 3/6 so Im back where I was then basically.

Hopefully I can build it back up again. If I go below $6K roll then its proper job time.