Re: Cant win anymore - no matter what
You've had a lot of replies- mostly sarcastic / unconstructive.
But I'm not sure what you wanted to hear. Nothing I suspect- you just wanted to vent.
But you've got a family, 3 kids. I would want to be capable of earning £60K (UKP) on average to risk playing cards to support my family.
I earn £40K/year for full time job on mainland UK. I've got partner and 1 child. And I wouldn't dream of giving up that secure income unless I could be sure (as possible) that I could earn that + 50% min, by playing cards.
And now you're in a tilt-induced vortex. Please get out now before the black hole sucks up your BR, sanity and kid's future.
Hope you find this constructive.
Ian
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