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Do I need a break from poker completely? This might make me worse as I have 3 kids to support and if I dont play and win we dont eat. Should I try a different room? I raked it in 95% of days on Party so this is a shock to my system on full-tilt.

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I'd suggest trying to get your mom to take care of your kids and then killing yourself.

I know I suggest people "drink draino" and similar things a lot, but here I'm serious. It would be the best thing to do for your family.

If you can get a life insurance policy and make it look like it wasn't suicide you should try to do that as well. Best of luck not living any more.