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Old 11-06-2006, 08:36 AM
Gary Stevenson Gary Stevenson is offline
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Default Re: have you ever felt so depressed that you want to commit suicide?

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in september i won 29 session out of 30. I made over 700K that month.

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sick. graphs/screen shots, etc.

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At the begining of october i lost 500K in five days.

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ouch...

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I lost again and some hours before i made it to my sofa I got a call from the site I play at. "its not your night? is it?" the man said. They recommended that i would call it a night and stop playing. Do you think i listened?

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lololololololololol, did that really happen? if so what site, that's so sweet

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finally it was a new week... in the morning the girl that cleans my appartment came and said i looked like [censored]. "yeah i feel like [censored] also" i said. she made me shower and shave myself, then she took me for lunch. When we stepped out in the sunlight i was blinded. I hadnt seen daylight for a week. She took my arm and led me towards lunch. I heard all these people walking, talking, going on with their daily lives as i was walking... the sounds were a strange but welcomed noise and i finally got my eyes adjusted and saw all these poeple! amazing!

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she probably wants to pwn you...you should work on that (assuming she's hot)...then we'll need pics

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Do you remember the first time you got your ass kicked in a fight? I was 16 and the guy was 20. He was looking for a fight... challenging me with words. I was drunk so i challenged him back. I had friends watching me. I took my jacket of and raised my fist. he stood in front of me with his hands to his sides. Then suddenly my eybrow exploded and i was lying on the ground with him standing over asking if i wanted more...

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LOL, i immediately thought of a 10k fight

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another time when there was trouble at the club/disco people came and asked me for my help. I was so embarrassed from the first time that i came and fought their fight for them to restore my pride, even though i was afraid of getting my ass kicked. this time the guy broke my nose with three head-butts.

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LOL x 2


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anyway i got way off why i began writting in the first place... When you lose and lose and lose, have you ever been so deppressed that you wanna kill yourself?

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no, you might want some professional help with that...
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