[Ixnert]

My deepest condolences for your loss. Your story is heart-breaking, and your eloquence in the face of your grief is incredible. Thank you very much for sharing it.

It sounds like you have a wonderful support system, both in your friends and relatives and mutually with your wife. Don't be afraid to lean on them longer than you might feel you "should". Grief has its own timetable. They'll understand.