Re: FutureDoc, Look inside.....[CENSORED] THREAD! [CENSORED] THREAD!
 

[ QUOTE ]
[ QUOTE ]
To stay sane you have to learn to shoot higher while at the same time be happy with what you have accomplished and where you are. It's not easy. We all struggle with it. A few break out and play much higher, make much more. Most dont.

[/ QUOTE ]

This is true about life in general, it so true it's sick.
My first chess tourney was in 1973, I picked up a state championship title, a life master title and a fide rating along the way... BUT.... I realized that I really had reached my theoretical ceiling. The fun stops when it takes 10x as much study to improve 2%. Psychologically it's a hard place to live, I've not played in any tourneys since 1996 and the thought of trying to get back into it makes me want to puke.

If it be poker, chess or life we all face it sooner or later. [img]/images/graemlins/frown.gif[/img]

[/ QUOTE ]

wow, you gotta be even older than me [img]/images/graemlins/grin.gif[/img]

Re: FutureDoc, Look inside.....[CENSORED] THREAD! [CENSORED] THREAD!
 

[ QUOTE ]
[ QUOTE ]
[ QUOTE ]
[ QUOTE ]
So why not change the fact that you suck at poker instead of being okay with it? Seems reasonable to me.

[/ QUOTE ]

past 2 years have been trying to change that. it's kind of like trying to run barefoot on ice,

[/ QUOTE ]

lol well at least you're emo as [censored]

[/ QUOTE ]

[/ QUOTE ]

seriously the only thing that will keep you from winning at this game is your [censored] doomsday attitude

Re: FutureDoc, Look inside.....[CENSORED] THREAD! [CENSORED] THREAD!
 

[ QUOTE ]
even if we do get "there" what are we going to have that is going to give us an edge over the ppl that were "there" long before us. and what do they have that we don't etc etc etc etc. it goes on and on

[/ QUOTE ]

god damn dude. honestly your attitude is what's holding you back, and as long as you keep it you'll never get anywhere. Stop the [censored] pity party. You dont have it any worse than anyone else out there. Everyone has struggled w/ confidence during a bad run. You're on a good run right now and still posting your graph as a complaint, wtf?!!?

Stop looking at how good/bad you're running. Stop expecting other people to be able to teach you how to play w/o you doing any work. Stop playing high. Stop playing too many tables. Stop caring when you get coolered or sucked out on. Stop trying to make super-hero folds and stop trying to put stupid small stakes opponents on complicated thought processes.

The truth is that despite all the talk in SSNL about how people just decide not to move up blah blah blah is that there arent any really good players at SSNL. So stop pretending you're playing against amazing players and just learn to hand-read and valuebet. If you can learn to beat SSNL for 6-8ptbbs you can prob move up to MSNL, if not you're prob not ever going to make more than $50-$80/hr. Poor baby.

Re: FutureDoc, Look inside.....[CENSORED] THREAD! [CENSORED] THREAD!
 

[ QUOTE ]
I don't really go out much anymore, so I'm pretty short on blog topics. Suggestions for topics? I've been reading a little more, so I might start doing some book reviews.

[/ QUOTE ]

go out more ldo

Re: FutureDoc, Look inside.....[CENSORED] THREAD! [CENSORED] THREAD!
 

Just thought I'd give everyone a heads up that the 30 inch dell monitor is on sale for $1161, which I believe is the cheapest it has ever been. I'm finally getting one.

[img]/images/graemlins/smile.gif[/img]

Re: FutureDoc, Look inside.....[CENSORED] THREAD! [CENSORED] THREAD!
 

the emo is strong here. I play 6.50's and am happy when i make like 10 dollars! stop bitching and enjoy the fact you can likely make money playing a game...

Re: FutureDoc, Look inside.....[CENSORED] THREAD! [CENSORED] THREAD!
 

[x] i need to quit smoking

Re: FutureDoc, Look inside.....[CENSORED] THREAD! [CENSORED] THREAD!
 

soooo sorry to change the suicidal mood of the thread, but...

HOLY [censored] [censored] I CAN'T [censored] BELIEVE HOW MUCH BETTER I AM THAN I WAS 3 DAYS AGO. [censored] LIGHTBULB TIME BABY!!1

and no I'm not on some sick heater winrate godmode atm - although there is profit, I'm just playing really well for me and making [censored] happen the way I always knew it could happen.

that is all.

Re: FutureDoc, Look inside.....[CENSORED] THREAD! [CENSORED] THREAD!
 

learn me, please?

Re: FutureDoc, Look inside.....[CENSORED] THREAD! [CENSORED] THREAD!
 

[ QUOTE ]
learn me, please?

[/ QUOTE ]