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"which one of yall just kick me"

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10k fight yo?

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10k fight yo?

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younghov, you are an absolute joke.

that is all.

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Nezzar,

Im surprised you havent gone thru this before on your way up the stakes, a lot of ppl on here have done things simmiliar to what your describing and feeling. I know I can say I have.

If your on a huge ass downswing like you said in those 5 days you should have a close friend u can call to help you take a break. I know its so hard to not chase losses for some reason. Im getting better and better at not tilting and feeling bad about poker results.

Sounds like you could use some changes in ur life though definitely...better diet, make sure your sessions arent non stop marathons mix in some other stuff especialy when ur running bad its so important to take a break and come back fresh.

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"Do you remember the first time you got your ass kicked in a fight? I was 16 and the guy was 20. He was looking for a fight... challenging me with words. I was drunk so i challenged him back. I had friends watching me. I took my jacket of and raised my fist. he stood in front of me with his hands to his sides. Then suddenly my eybrow exploded and i was lying on the ground with him standing over asking if i wanted more..."

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

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yeah its funny cause he didnt need his friends to help him get beat up in front of his mother in his front yard

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The Real Problem:

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start carrying mace and date the maid

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in september i won 29 session out of 30. I made over 700K that month.

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sick. graphs/screen shots, etc.

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At the begining of october i lost 500K in five days.

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ouch...

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I lost again and some hours before i made it to my sofa I got a call from the site I play at. "its not your night? is it?" the man said. They recommended that i would call it a night and stop playing. Do you think i listened?

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lololololololololol, did that really happen? if so what site, that's so sweet

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finally it was a new week... in the morning the girl that cleans my appartment came and said i looked like [censored]. "yeah i feel like [censored] also" i said. she made me shower and shave myself, then she took me for lunch. When we stepped out in the sunlight i was blinded. I hadnt seen daylight for a week. She took my arm and led me towards lunch. I heard all these people walking, talking, going on with their daily lives as i was walking... the sounds were a strange but welcomed noise and i finally got my eyes adjusted and saw all these poeple! amazing!

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she probably wants to pwn you...you should work on that (assuming she's hot)...then we'll need pics

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Do you remember the first time you got your ass kicked in a fight? I was 16 and the guy was 20. He was looking for a fight... challenging me with words. I was drunk so i challenged him back. I had friends watching me. I took my jacket of and raised my fist. he stood in front of me with his hands to his sides. Then suddenly my eybrow exploded and i was lying on the ground with him standing over asking if i wanted more...

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LOL, i immediately thought of a 10k fight

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another time when there was trouble at the club/disco people came and asked me for my help. I was so embarrassed from the first time that i came and fought their fight for them to restore my pride, even though i was afraid of getting my ass kicked. this time the guy broke my nose with three head-butts.

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LOL x 2


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anyway i got way off why i began writting in the first place... When you lose and lose and lose, have you ever been so deppressed that you wanna kill yourself?

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no, you might want some professional help with that...

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i actually read this whole thing because of the title...please don't do anything rash as losing happens to everyone...i hope u feel better after taking a step back to analyze everything...

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OP, if this post is an exageration, it's not hugely funny. Just kinda warped.

But if you are serious (even a little bit) then you need to stop pissing around at a silly web forum and get some fuc*ing professional help.