My career is on the line I think

[RichC.]

Lately I have been having a hard time dealing with a lot of issues. I think I am suffering from depression, but havent talked to anyone yet. Now its really starting to affect my job/career for that matter. I mean, what do you do when you seem to have no friends and no one at works likes you either because they think you are a total waste? I wake up everyday and feel worse than the day before. I feel very unmotivated, a lack of caring, and nothing really makes me happy anymore. I think I've gained 20 pounds in the last month or so, and the only thing that seem to do anything is junk food. If you ever knew me before you would know that I HATE places like McDonalds, yet now that seems to be the food of choice. I dont have fun anymore either, dont laugh as much, dont cut up making jokes like I used to, and typically just dont socialize anymore because I just seem to feel unwelcome. I dont even feel welcomed at work, at least by some people. I going to try and talk to someone today but wanted to get some thoughts out on here first.