Ask Layzie about Heroin Addiction/Doing Time In Prison

[Layzie]

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do you have tatoo?

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No.

[Layzie]

"Did you ever talk to anyone waiting to be executed? What about?"


No, death row is in a seperate building. I had a job where I worked in property, where we packed up people's stuff who were about to be transfered. I packed The DC Sniper's stuff (the older one, John Mohammed) up into a box. He had something like 40 decks of cards with all kinds of weird codes written on them. Also about 5 boxes of legal mail (not a big surprise). The cards were very bizzarre. He was getting transfered to Maryland where he is now to go back on trial.

"Do you keep in touch with anyone either still in prison or who you knew in prison? It seems odd but at the same time there must be a camaraderie you have with them that you will never have with someone else ever again."

Yeah, there are two people I keep in touch with, and I also gave a mailing address to a few others, but haven't heard from them.



"Congratulations on staying clean."

Thanks.

[Layzie]

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You mentioned that some of the female gaurds and the inmates would hook up regularly. Where would they do it and did all the inmates know that guard so and so was a dirty cumslut?

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Alot of times CO's and inmates knew each other from the street. It's alot easier to become a CO than, say a cop. So alot of them have shady pasts, some even had felony charges.

There were various spots where this happened around the rec yard and in some parts of the prison. Basically all it would take is the guard being asked to escort the inmate to another part of the prison.

Prison talk gets around, so for the most part, yes, people knew who the sluts were.

[Layzie]

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You say you want to return to school. Have you had any problems getting federal financial because of your conviction?

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I'm just now starting this process, so I don't have an answer on that yet.

[Layzie]

"Yes I was curious about this too.

Also how many of the female guards attractive (by prison standards, not OOT standards)?"

Yes, if you're attracted to black women. There were a couple I would want to bang even without having been locked up.

[BeerMoney]

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Yes, if you're attracted to black women.

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I am.

[AEKDBet]

You said you will be getting over your addiction for life,
however do you ever look at it from another perspective like,

...well whenever you have a thought linked to the desire to use,
you think about how strong you are compared to most humans,
who would/still have never conquered that addiction and will
most likely succumb to it.

Can you treat those thoughts as a reminder of what you have accomplished,
go look into the mirror and say, "I am a [censored] badass because as of this moment I have beaten heorin"?

While the desire to use again is real, and thusly you may not feel like a badass vs. heroin, I think the fact that you have pulled this far ahead is pretty goddamn badass.

What kind of mindset do you use against heroin as of now?
Can you rate your desire to use right now, compared to 2 years ago, 3, etc?
How do you imagine your mindset will be 5 years from now?

[wall_st]

hi layzie,

did you have any prior convictions before getting caught for what sent you to prison ? Also how did you get caught?

[AEKDBet]

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Also how did you get caught?

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Already answered this. He was set up by a friend, buying X from layzie with a wire, after "friend" got caught with alotta X.

[Overdrive]

About Heroin, I once read where Keith Richards said the feeling from taking heroin was, "You are outside walking in the cold in a blizzard and you come upon a cabin and then walk inside and sit down by the fire. That's the feeling of smack. Warming up by the fire after being out in the cold."

Would you say this is pretty accurate?