My friend Scott

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My condolences.


My best friends from grade school commited suicide, the only advice I can give is the cliched, time is the only thing that will heal the feelings you are having now, and even though it never fully will, it does get easier. Trying to quit analyzing the situation is fruitless, you just have to do what you can to get by imo, and let any emotions you have do what they will.