OOT, What is your life situation?

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Age: 23
Occupation: low stakes NL + a BMat that I'm very close to being finished but can't get around to completing.
Single
Unhappy. I have lost all interest in life. A few things can make me happy in the short term (matter of days) but nothing helps for the longer term. I don't care where I am. I don't care where I am or could be going. Being alive and being dead are approaching the same value.