My friend Scott

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His roomates are having a gathering at their house and quite frankly I am scared shitless that once I get there I will break down and cry.

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Absolutely nothing wrong with this. You should go, I think you'll be glad you did.

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More to the point, if you don't go you'll really regret it. These things are not just for you to say goodbye, they're for the people left behind to support each other, and it sounds like you need a bit of that. I've had to go to two of these so far and I cried at both. It's hard as hell but strangely enough it helps a lot as well. It'll be an emotional day though, there's no getting around that.