i am the unluckiest mid/high stakes grinder.

[BalugaWhale]

Full Tilt Poker Game #2969385892: Table Sunking (6 max) - $5/$10 - No Limit Hold'em - 22:40:10 ET - 2007/07/16
Seat 1: control66 ($2,549.50)
Seat 2: Box of Legos ($2,562.50)
Seat 3: jaybird999 ($1,646.75)
Seat 4: balugawhale ($1,150)
Seat 5: FastAssLexus ($1,406.75)
Seat 6: JMP ($1,000)
control66 posts the small blind of $5
Box of Legos posts the big blind of $10
The button is in seat #5
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to balugawhale [Qc Qd]
jaybird999 folds
balugawhale raises to $35
FastAssLexus raises to $120
control66 folds
Box of Legos: tough one there\
Box of Legos folds
balugawhale raises to $1,150, and is all in
FastAssLexus calls $1,030
balugawhale shows [Qc Qd]
FastAssLexus shows [Qh Ah]
*** FLOP *** [6h 5c 3h]
*** TURN *** [6h 5c 3h] [6d]
*** RIVER *** [6h 5c 3h 6d] [Kh]
balugawhale shows two pair, Queens and Sixes
FastAssLexus shows a flush, Ace high
FastAssLexus wins the pot ($2,312) with a flush, Ace high
balugawhale is sitting out
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $2,315 | Rake $3
Board: [6h 5c 3h 6d Kh]
Seat 1: control66 (small blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 2: Box of Legos (big blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 3: jaybird999 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 4: balugawhale showed [Qc Qd] and lost with two pair, Queens and Sixes
Seat 5: FastAssLexus (button) showed [Qh Ah] and won ($2,312) with a flush, Ace high
Seat 6: JMP is sitting out

guy then berates me in chat.
this shtt is seriously depressing
please at least one midstakes grinder on FT come in and tell me that what is happening to me isnt normal