How often do you get physically annoyed playing poker?

[bigt2k4]

I hadn't reacted to a badbeat poorly in over a year until this month. I have run so damn badly, and began yelling and screaming all the time and throwing repeated punches into my mattress. Also, remember the thread where I disconnected, I threw some random crap on my desk into the wall after slamming my fist real hard into the desk. My Roommate who has never seen me react badly came running in and said what happened and I showed him.