Possible depression, any advice?

[RichC.]

Aki,

I dont think you have depression, however, you are on the downward spiral towards it. I think it is great that you are going to see someone. I think Blarg gave you some of the best advice.

You do not have depression right now, just a sudden sense of loss and change. You had too many things happen to you way too fast. Its good that you recognize it now and not months from now when it really is depression.