How long till I win??

[COLDWOLF#1]

finally finished my 10 tourney sampling:
$1 45 player sitngo -3rd- place guy hit 2 outer on me
$1 45 player sitngo-32nd-got smooth called by AA
$5 45 player sitngo-8th-my KK lost to 77 due to 4 hearts
$4 180 player sitngo-4th-lost to pocAA
$6 50 player sitngo-17th-poc9s vs.pocJJs allin PF on button
$6 50 player sitngo-3rd-flopped 2pair...trip5s killed me
$6 30 player sitngo-6th-pocAA kills me again
$5 27 player sitngo-3rd-lower kicker
$6 20 player sitngo-2nd-disconnected during heads up
$6 10 player sitngo-4th-pushed JJvsA10 preflop
Soooo had 8 final tables out of 10
Cashed 5 of 10 tourneys
Bubbled 2 cashes



winnings $161.10 minus $47.40 entry fees=$113.70 net profit
WHAT A GRIND......NOT FUN...I would not play every day even if you promised me these results.I want to put up 5 t 20 bucks and maybe hit 4 grand...or hit 5% of the final tables I play in MTTs ..Or ive been thinking...what aboutsatilites to the 100 to 200.00 tourneys?Can I get decent cashes if I win a qualifier to a big tourney???If it pays 248 places and its a decent chunk ...id be happy....No way can i play this sng nitemare till i get 200.00 and enter the 200+15 tourneys..ZERO fun..Almost finished HOH#1...got HOH#2 sittin here..(drool....)
Question #1 do I play satellites,rebuys.etc..to Qualify for big tourneys..and then try to concentrate hard and finish in the money,becoming progressively better?
#2 play larger entry fees $20 to $100 with fields of 90 to ??and pray the sharks dont eat me?
#3 Keep pluggin with the daily 3 to $5 dollar MTTs losin a few HUndred a month and Ill start hittin soon?
Please tell me if there is sites other then pokerstars and partypoker that have good MTTs I might try.
Thank you for your continued (this guy is SUCH A DONK patience)My long term goal on my 1000th post is to be whining:"I get to all these final tables but just cant get 1st everytime,what should I do??"LOL