[jt1]

It's possible to run bad for an entire lifetime: It's very unlikly to run bad for an entire lifetime.

If I were in your shoes (I'm assuming you have a regular job) -- I'd do down to 2/4 HE limit full ring and play ABC poker. That is, quite simply, to not play s.c. with less than 4 players already in, to not cold call with AQ or worse, to not cold call with pp, only 3-bet with TT-AA & AK, to never bluff, to never fold top pair for one more bet, to never fold top pair to a turn donk or c/r, and to only play about the top 15% and to raise about 10% of your hands. I'd also only play 4 tables at once & post 1-2 hands a night.