[Blarg]

If you realize it's not going to happen and move on to greener pastures(like practically any pasture would be), it's actually a happy day, your first day of giving more of a damn about yourself. As William Wallace would shout, "Freedom!"

If this is just another entry in the continuing history of your torturing yourself and getting ignored and kicked around, remember you're torturing us all by proxy too, and for God's sake take it easy on us man, we're fragile and sh*t and can't take the abuse you can.