[demon102]

If this is actually em2 then I dought its the gay since the talk about all the porn and such. The actual reason resides in ur own mind. The next time ur in the situation just think about it, look at it from every possible angle and ever detail that creates this barrier in ur mind over and over again. If u dont come up with the reason just drop it for a few days and in a while ur subconcious mind will show u the answer. This is supposed to be a very old tool to use ur mind that I read about that has helped me out quite a bit.