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NH Perg.... did the audience give you a bit of "stagefright"? Did you last longer because of the audience... or just kinda forget he was there because she was a freaky freak?

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I did last a lot longer than usual. I'm assuming a combo of booze + nervousness. Though at some point I reached a "holy [censored] I'm actually doing this" threshold, and it was like, "k gotta do it right"

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Did you look over and see the BF yankin away during the session, or just in peripheral vision.

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I never looked directly over there, no. I was very scared to.

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Oh yeah.... would you do it again, and would you do it again sober?

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Um...definitely not sober I think. Well like 95% not sober I think. I guess I can be pretty freaky but the whole situation is a bit more [censored] up than I'd generally want.
Drunk, I'm not sure, but I'm still leaning towards no. I'd have to really really like the couple like I did last night, or have the girl be super [censored] hot (in which case I'd worry about it being a snuff film). Basically yeah I guess I could do it again, but there has to be a lot of extra attraction. There was nothing hot, for me, about him watching, whether he's bf or random dude. I def like the whole excitement from potentially being caught type stuff, but knowing that some dude is getting off on watching me plow his gf is just creepy really. At the same time it's like whatever I'd want to bang her anyway. But it being a swinger thing makes me want to bang her less than if I just saw her at a bar ya know?